feeling i like air.....

2day sudden tat feeling appeared...... dunno why..... jz made me not so hapi, feeling not comfortable....

b4 tat i can talk wif huiqing them very "open", means chat wif them friendly... but now it changed. like... i felt tat it has a wall between us... wad is tat kind of feeling?? i suddenly hv a very strange feeling this afternoon... everybody jz talking laughing gossiping jz i'm the person sitting there quietly and ply my chinese dulcimer..... gt a terrible feeling....... RELI NT UNDERSTAND...

if i did nt guess wrong... the relationship between us bcome bad??? i duno jz follow my feelings... cant control myself, i'm out of control...... last time can talk wif yan hui them hapily like joking, annoying or something..... but* it changes..... i reli worry myself, i dunno wad will happen if this feeling continues... i scare i'll become the me in the past....

i reli dunno reli dun understand..... i just can pray the god......

ALL THE BEST F4 YQ!!!

tml is 乐浪华乐独奏赛 edi...... too bad supporter cannot go but i duno y cannot?? if gt chance i oso cant... sad!!! jz "aleluya" hope them can win the competition....

.... quite long i knw f4's... but we oso didnt chat too much... jz u c me i c u like tat... =_=
although we didnt talk so much...but i quite like them... cz i duno y too...

but... if they leave us 1 day... i reli duno hw we can be in the future... jz appreciate our time....

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LOLZ............... coz nth to do.... write my diary everyday?? u all 100% sure sleeping...... -3- i oso cannot tahan

too lazy... i mean *very lazy

lazy to blogging man.... neh stupid readers owayz call me to update blog... den i think?! update wad? nth to up also damn..... eh i gt something to say!!!

today quite bad n damn n nth day.... morning jz doin hmw ( tat nid to submit 2day )... damn many cz the hmw's were given by tat NGAN!!! doin till crazy... keep controlling myself dun throw books ( i owayzz do tat when i'm stress ) cz i cn break things with my book xD

^^^
tats morning...

afternoon.......
OMG!! i forgotten susan's hmw..... jz copy from my fren's =_= recess time jz thinking hw to ponteng pjk ( of cz hide at pmo rm )... saw huiqing at ther go n asked her to unlock the door b4 i come to ponteng... ( i so clever man )~~~ perasan again........ xP
pjk period i ran to pmo rm to ensure nobody saw me... but oso saw by ppl ( didnt c him at all )...
maybe i am to clever, too scare some ppl tell teacher wher i'm hiding, when i in pmo rm edi... ( close bck the door and locked *nt reli lock* go into the rm *close the blue door too* xD) I CLEVER LIKE GOD MAN!!!!

night??
blogging la then?? of cz gt hmw... TT after blogging then continue my hmw ( stupid hmw i hate it
so much!! ) stupid diary n damn BM essay........ AND noob sivik project...... JUS DO NO NID DIE


ok readers?? like it??!! har??!! cant hear at all ( of cz cannot ) LOL