we are far apart.....

this is first time i write my own poem.... dun laugh cz i noe its very bad and a rubbish poem... but pls respect me....

before that we are close....
we had happy memories,
when we have happy things we share,
i won't forget the memories.......

but after the meeting,
many things changed and happened....
everybody became cooler in my world,
threw me into a drain...
it hurts my heart....
wounds around my heart....
makes me feel pain every night

you all leave me alone beside a corner
care yourself did not care about me...
i asked myself why and nobody can't answer
coz i hide it into my darkness world,
i'm not dare to tell anybody.....

i'm scared teased by people...
i just born to be a joker
make you all laugh
but i cant be happy
i'm too stress to live on this world.....

is this set by god??
i dont know....
but i dissagree...
why god treat me like this?!
what is the meaning i stay here?
ITS MEANINGLESS.........


coming bck from pmo....
in eunice's car.....
i heard the song - 心语 by Jay Chou
tears trying to come out
finnaly controled it....
i dun wan to hear the song again.....
when i can listen you all sing 白色风车 in front of me??