this blog is die-ing.....

this blog is die-ing..... -.-

I've nothing to write again and.....

i'm goin to create another blog again lolz

wait my new blog ;P

Just scold

Scold only lorh....

scold im childish whatever

all just only know how to kesian tat thing

how about me now??!!

I DUN CARE NOW....I QUIT NOW!!! YOU ALL WILL HAPPY RITE??? FINE

I'LL SUICIDE IN FRONT OF YOU ALL NEXT WEEK!!!!

You're a Jerk In my World

I impressed your acting

You are good in acting

everybody stand at your side

even yq mbrs.... You did a good job, GREAT JOB!!!

It wasn't end yet..... Dont think you won

I haven give up yet..... I won't give up

I'll fight until the end!!!

One of us must lose ; One of us must quit PMO

It will stop afterthat......

I know how i hate you

I hate you until I want you to get lost in my eyes

even quit PMO............

I'll let you taste that feeling of lose

I'll let you try....... Let you try........... Try the taste of losing........

I'll rmb u

When we are children, we are close
we share our things together
i won't forget it......

But now we grown up
our mind is different now
we'll argue because of small things
mayb u dont care, but i care....

I won't forget how you did to me
I won't forget how you made me lose everything
I won't forget how you look me at that moment
I won't forget how you act to make ppl care on you

Eunice Aw......
You made me lost everything
Made me lost my friends, my mood
even lost myself!!!
You should pay the price.......
I'LL PAY YOU TWICE ONE DAY!!!!
I'LL LET YOU TASTE THE FEELING OF LONELY & THE FEELING OF GOING TO HELL......

A new e-mail was born

some problems appeared on my own email tat is >>> benjaminchew1996@hotmail.com

Then..... i changed my e-mail, the name is quite cool~

darkness96_world@hotmail.com

quickly add me now!!!

I regret everything i did in this year.....

I'm just a dust in the world,
who cares me when i'm alone?
loner are the loser forever,
everybody are the winners and what am I??

I'm just a dust in the world,
who cares me when I needed someone to help?
all of you saw me and just ran away,
only I'm helping myself......

I'm just a dust in the world,
who cares me if i died one day??
if i die will be better, sad memories will lost straight away,
confirmed none will attend my bury.....

i regret i did many things this year.....
came to this school, joined pmo, joined YQ, joined the trip, joined the camp, talent night, make friends and........
trying to act like a happy person infront of the peoples
to remove the sad memories in my mind
but where is the thing i should get??
but those ppl can easily to get their things
but why not me??

i regret so much
regret that i'm so childish
thought all of you likes me very much
i woke up now
i realised that i'm just like a kid
i can't trust that i can tricked by people easily
but now i understand......
you all just a lier
just know how to say but didnt do it
make me happy like a 3 years old kid
i'm 13 not 3
and not an idiot......
u broke my heart wif your own hands
i'll rmb this wad u did to me......

this world is selfish
is not everything u can get it by waiting
u must get it by your hands
u cannot let people
u must snatch it from others
thats the way being a human in this selfish world........
if not u'll be a loser forever.....

Dr3Am YaNGq|nG....... xD

this sunday i'm going to bring my new baby!!! ( YQ la, not real baby ) so happy......

also i want to thank to Miss Joyanti because she was the person who helped me to choose a better YQ for me ( she said got 1 that she chosen for me is white in colour )

wahahaha.... white colour, thats the colour i want~~~ can like yuen chai of coz i happy~~~....

lucky it is not too big, if not i cant place it in my house -3-... but finnaly my dream comes true.... at least gt a yangqin wif me i'll be not so alone... =D