I regret everything i did in this year.....

I'm just a dust in the world,
who cares me when i'm alone?
loner are the loser forever,
everybody are the winners and what am I??

I'm just a dust in the world,
who cares me when I needed someone to help?
all of you saw me and just ran away,
only I'm helping myself......

I'm just a dust in the world,
who cares me if i died one day??
if i die will be better, sad memories will lost straight away,
confirmed none will attend my bury.....

i regret i did many things this year.....
came to this school, joined pmo, joined YQ, joined the trip, joined the camp, talent night, make friends and........
trying to act like a happy person infront of the peoples
to remove the sad memories in my mind
but where is the thing i should get??
but those ppl can easily to get their things
but why not me??

i regret so much
regret that i'm so childish
thought all of you likes me very much
i woke up now
i realised that i'm just like a kid
i can't trust that i can tricked by people easily
but now i understand......
you all just a lier
just know how to say but didnt do it
make me happy like a 3 years old kid
i'm 13 not 3
and not an idiot......
u broke my heart wif your own hands
i'll rmb this wad u did to me......

this world is selfish
is not everything u can get it by waiting
u must get it by your hands
u cannot let people
u must snatch it from others
thats the way being a human in this selfish world........
if not u'll be a loser forever.....